We rose at 5:45 and headed for the fertility clinic on the morning of Friday the 19th. We were quiet for the most part, just waiting on traffic, and each of us silently thinking that pregnant or not, the wait for the answer would be over this afternoon. We checked in for our appointment and walked back to the triage area. Sallie, our favorite nurse was there, cheery and waiting for us! She asked if i had fertile blood, and i assured her that i did. She asked if i had taken a home pregnancy test, and i assured her that i had taken two, as well as a blood test from my gynecologist. She took the phone numbers that we wanted to be called at, and i requested that they call Beef personally, so that he could hear it from the clinic with his own ears. On the way home, we were discussing when we should tell our family. Beef wanted to wait until he returned from his trip in nine days, but i knew i couldn’t wait that long! I knew that as soon as i found out from the fertility clinic, that i would want to tell at least my parents and sisters. i also know my family and when there is news as GREAT as this, there is no way it would remain a secret! So, i convinced Beef not to wait. The reactions were varied… some were happy, some were ecstatic, some cried, some laughed… we felt the love from our family as we spoke with each relative. Our hearts were full, and we were thrilled to be able to share the news and tell of the miracle that God gave to us! When i went into work, i wondered if i should tell or wait until i am further along, how would it affect my job? How would it affect the way people relate to me? Would they make fun of me? Would they give me a hard time if i got sick or was late or had doctor’s appointments? The thoughts were bouncing around, when i remembered how some people had prayed for me, have worried about me, have cared about whether or not i am taking care of myself. i felt so blessed and knew right then that i HAD to tell!
When i told C, she cried and hugged me about three times. S was hilarious! She jumped out of her chair, sending it rolling across the floor, and screamed! She was so excited and happy for us. C smiled and laughed and listened as i told our story. I enjoyed listening to her tell about her labor and delivery. After that, there was even more screaming and hugs, and well wishes. I am so blessed to work where i do, with the people i do. They are sweet and kind and encouraging. After all of the hugs and screams, i went on home, and rested, smiling with each thought of the “secret” miracle that is inside me.
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